About Me

* Nur Amanina Mohd Zamri
* August 31, 1993
* Shah Alam
* 3 out of 4 siblings.
* Love to read, write and listen to music.
* Korean music and English music.
* Running Man, The Beatles, Avenged Sevenfold and Chelsea   FC die hard fan.
* I'd like to be a Writer or Historian.
* Addicted to Coffees!

My dad and my hero, Mohd Zamri b. Dato' Hj. Hashim

My friend and my mom. Hasnah bt. Yassin.

First sister, Nur Afiqah

My best friend and my bedtime story teller, sister II, Nur Athirah.

My one and only brother, Amir Aqmar

Together, we are a happy family :) !

Interest in History

Do you have interest in history? Well, I'm sure the sum of history lovers are not much. 40% maybe? Who likes history? Lots of facts, lots of events, lots of warrior. But, who cares about the legend? Malaysia are an independent country now. 

Me, myself didn't like history at first. Every History class, I'd fall asleep or yawning over and over again. Especially when my teacher talks so much, no wonder, I'll be the first to fall asleep. But, that's when I'm at Form 1. 

I didn't realized when I started to fall in love with histories. What I remember is, I explore Second World War stories on Internet and I printed out all the pages. It was expensive and I used my savings to pay the bills.

I started to do my "HOMEWORK", discovering, examining, studying, understanding. The more I study about it, the more excited I've been. I didn't just focus on the paper, I as well watching History channel on Astro (channel 555) and I asks my parents. My mom also kinda loves history and she knows a lot about it too.

I don't know why I really really liked history about war at the west. First World War and Second World War, for instance. MiGOD, the feeling of discovering something about it was absolutely FANTASTIC! 

That time FIFA World Cup 2006 was held at Germany. I was Michael Ballack's fan. And since that, I fall in love with Germany. Of course, Germany previous name was Third Reich. Third Reich was named during the 20th century.

Whoever read histories, they must know that Third Reich are within the greatest country in Europe, once. Third Reich was ruled by Adolf Hitler; who practiced dictatorship and he established a party called National Socialize (known as Nazi). Everybody who works under Nazi department are also called Nazi. Hitler made their own religion called Nazism. 

Hitler and his best friend, Dr. Joseph Goebbels (Third Reich Minister of Propaganda) were anti-Jews. They command their soldiers to capture every Jewish in a country they've invaded. The captured Jewish would be send to the 'Last Solution' as Hitler called it. 'Last Solution' is the place where all the Jews would meet their death. 

Hitler used to say "I left few of them (Jewish) alive just to show the world (nowadays) how bad they are and that's the reason why I killed them all" Actually, he was right. Look what happened today. Those heartless Israel-ian, those Jewish. <sighs>

People said, Nazi are cruel and damnable but to me, I think that they're alright. I wasn't on their side, supporting them but in this case, they're quite right. -for killing Jews. 

I won't say any longer, you won't be interest in this kind of story but I just wanted to share with people, how this story attracts me. It hooked in me so deep. And I'm so happy if anyone would like to share their knowledge about history at the west as well :)

D-DAY

MUSHROOM CLOUD FROM THE NAGASAKI ATOM BOMB

NAZI'S SOLDIER INVADED POLAND

NAZI PARADE

NAZI SOLDIER WITH DEAD JEWISH

#I bought Adolf Hitler's biography books, Mein Kampf (My Struggle) 2 years ago and it was AMAZING!

The ONE Who Stayed

I used to be an ignorant kids. Even though my parents keep asking me to never skip my solat, I'm still ignoring it. During my school days' even horrible. I won't tell how bad and stupid I am that day. I prayed and started to solat when SPM is just around the corner. After SPM, I stopped. I'd pray again when I'm in trouble and asking for help from ALLAH. STILL, I always escaped from trouble. It happens like million times and I never comes around. Even during the fasting month, I didn't solat and just fast and sleep all day long until berbuka. 

Of course, I'm keeping my bad behavior from my parents. I'm dead meat if they know I had lie to them all these times. 

Until one day, I'm really in a big trouble that I could die if I failed. I apologize to my parents. I don't even know the results but I'm still apologizing, as it was a preparation if I failed. Then, that day came. My dad was by my side. My GOD, the nightmare that terrifies me all these times, didn't become true. 

Now, every times I'm feeling depressed or down, I'd tell, cry, share with HIM. The feeling afterwards, was totally extra-ordinary and relaxing. GOD, that was magical.

Alhamdulillah, to these moment, I'm feeling more lively, merry and ALIVE. Indeed, ALLAH s.w.t is the one who stayed, when no one did. 

I'm Here Thoughtfully, Wait For You Faithfully

Hmm, What can I say? Have you ever admired someone for so long? You liked him for almost a decade and he doesn't even know about it?! Seriously guys, it's totally painful and it's obviously unbearable! I'm actually have NO IDEA how I could endure this kind of pain and of course, for being a fool for admiring someone that is really really impossible to get. I knew I'll be hurt someday but still, I'm here, standing on the same path, unmoved. I couldn't move on. Alright, the conclusion is, I am stupid and I don't know when will I change my mind. 

"I don't know how much longer that I have to put up with you

I've been hiding everything in my heart

Every time we meet each other, every time we face each other
Though I am indifferent..

Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you?
Waiting for you to feel it.

I was hoping that you will realise someday

Though I love you, though I feel (your love)
But deep down inside, I can't dare to tell you

Every time we meet each other, every time we face each other
Though I am indifferent. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you?
Waiting for you to feel it.

I was hoping that you will realize someday

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it?
And I was hoping that you will realize that this woman still love you
Anyway, someday, you will know

-Someday I will be good enough by Various Artist

Chilling with my Schoolmate

I hung out with my friend just now. We sat by the sidewalk, watching over people pacing and passing through while we talks about our problems and story that we didn't get to share since we've been so busy lately. It was fun. It makes me want to meet and lepak with her again. I admit that I used to condemn her or talks badly about her then I realise, she's actually really fine! My friend, you are amazing :)