I'm Here Thoughtfully, Wait For You Faithfully

Hmm, What can I say? Have you ever admired someone for so long? You liked him for almost a decade and he doesn't even know about it?! Seriously guys, it's totally painful and it's obviously unbearable! I'm actually have NO IDEA how I could endure this kind of pain and of course, for being a fool for admiring someone that is really really impossible to get. I knew I'll be hurt someday but still, I'm here, standing on the same path, unmoved. I couldn't move on. Alright, the conclusion is, I am stupid and I don't know when will I change my mind. 

"I don't know how much longer that I have to put up with you

I've been hiding everything in my heart

Every time we meet each other, every time we face each other
Though I am indifferent..

Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you?
Waiting for you to feel it.

I was hoping that you will realise someday

Though I love you, though I feel (your love)
But deep down inside, I can't dare to tell you

Every time we meet each other, every time we face each other
Though I am indifferent. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you?
Waiting for you to feel it.

I was hoping that you will realize someday

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you
But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know
Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it?
And I was hoping that you will realize that this woman still love you
Anyway, someday, you will know

-Someday I will be good enough by Various Artist